My Dear Almighty God

Dear God,

                I know you have been waiting for this day. The day when I am going do the right thing that I should have done for the past years of my life. I admit I am not a good daughter for them. But you know how hard I tried to be. How I wanted to be the daughter that I should be. But I guess I did nothing. I guess I failed to those things, BEFORE. But NOW I’m choosing to be the daughter you ask me to be. God Am I too late or I’m just on the right time to make amends with my mistakes?

                

                God you gave me the one of the incomparable parents in this world but I guess I don’t deserve them. They don’t deserve a daughter who never treats them the way they should be. I maybe their real daughter but I think I never acted one.  I know I have failed them in so many ways but I’m here sincerely saying sorry for all those things. I’m here to change all those terrible things to a memorable and happy one.

                

                God what does my parents deserves? What should I do to pay all the sacrifices they had for me? Where should I start? I know some of the answers but I think it’s not enough. But then I’ll find it out for them because that’s what a real daughter does. I know my parents won’t leave me no matter what happens. They won’t leave me the way I may leave them. They don’t get tired like I do. Their patience is everlasting same as their love. I can bear not to talk to them but they can’t do the same thing whatever they tried.  For them, children will always be children. No matter how I push them away they never get tired of coming back. They are so open minded that they don’t even get weary. Even they feel so much pain it won’t stop them to look for me. For my parents, GIVING UP is not an option. Because the only strength they have are their children. I am the reason why they live, so as all as I am there they won’t stop. They will keep moving until I understand why they keep doing those things. These are just the few these that they do for me. God I know that I can’t describe all the things that they might do because it’s like a circle. It will never end meaning its eternal. So God is loving them eternally enough as the reward for their sacrifices? I don’t think so because loving parents is an obligation. It’s a thing that everyone should do.

                 

              Caring? Supporting? Helping? These things are usual and it will never be enough to fill the things that they did for me. I know doing those things is enough for them but for me it’s not.  That’s why I’ll give the greatest gift that I can give to my parents that I think suits for all they did for me. God they deserve to be a queen and king of this world. Because they deserve a bow from everyone. They deserve an honor.  A respect for being the best parents in this world. Everyone should know how lucky I am having them. How blessed I am having parents like them. I’ll tell them that my parents are the best. I’ll also show people how proud I am to be their daughter. For me, they are the most powerful superheroes that God sent me. God I’ll make people believe that parents never thought of hurting their children. I’ll tell them how my parents explain those things for me. I’ll make them see that all the things that their parent do is for them. Just like my parents did to me. I may thought it was the opposite one but then they never get tired of showing me the real reason. God they also deserve a round of applause of everyone for being a good parents for me. Applause that shows people are so proud of them. How great are they for being such parents to me. God to sum this up, I gave them a chance because they really deserve a chance from me. I know it will be the greatest gift that I can give. A chance to open my heart for them because as I said children has an obligations and I know my obligations are not to fullest that’s why I am now giving them the chance to enter in my heart and do my obligations. I know they have been waiting for this for a long time ago and now is the right time that’s why I’m giving it up. God I think that they deserve that and that is the most precious thing that I can give for them to make them the happiest parents in this world. Because giving them chance will make me do the things that I said. This will set me free and make them free. God Am I right? Do I make the right choice? Did I give them the best thing that I can give? God does my parents deserve a chance from me? I know you will say yes. I know that you’ll support me because you trust me that much. Am I right?

                 

             God thanks for making me realize the right thing I should do. Thanks for making me take the risk. I know you’ll never let me down. Just the way my parents do. I love you and I love them too.