There are
lots of things that I regret in the past until now. How I wish I can turn back
time just to fix all the things I made. I wanted to change those past so that I
won’t be hurting that much right now. If I only had one wish I’ll choose to
delete all the bad memories I had. I’ll choose to change the way I act before. If
only I knew this would happen I would not have kept all my problems. I should have
told what I really feel. If I wasn’t that stupid maybe something changes even
just for a little. I hate myself for being that secretive and for being that
selfish. Now what can I do? My life is ruined. My life is useless. My life has
a lot of scars. I don’t know if I could still mend all those scars that I have.
But I’m still hoping that I can do something.
I
remember that day. The day when he leave us behind. That was day when I regret
being a person. If only I knew that will happen. Maybe I told him how much I
love him. How I much I appreciate all the things he did. How much I wish his
with me all the time. But what can I do he’s already gone. Nothing will change
if I do something. Maybe something will change but it will never be the same
again. There’s another thing that I regret the most. It is me hiding all my
feelings to my parents. Because of this I had hard time to cope with them. I
don’t know where to start. These are the things I regret. These are the things
that make my life hard. These are the things that make me weak. But despite
this reason I believe that these are also the things that will give my strength
back. Because I believe that someday these things will just be a lesson in my
life. These things will be my guide and reminder for next years of my life.
Now, I
know what to do with my life. I know how to avoid those things to happen again.
I only need to show the real me. I only need to tell them what I really feel. I
should not be secretive again. I should now start to tell them what is
happening to my life. I will always tell them how much I love them. How much I
care for them. I won’t waste any time even a second. I’ll never be the same
person I was before. That’s all I need to do just to avoid those regrets to
happen again. Things are now clear to me that’s why I promise I’ll do these
things because these will make me happy again and be the person that all of
them knew. I won’t let my weakness get over my strength. I will be as positive
as I can. This is what Jecielyn Keith B. Acosta will do so that she’ll never
end up again the same way she ends up before.
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